tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89897423721916490162024-02-18T19:09:55.790-08:00Walking in Darkness with THE LightThis blog is the story of raising a blind daughter under the guidance of God and the Light of His Son, Jesus. I hope our daughter's story will reach out to you with lessons we've learned...some lighthearted, some a bit heavy-hearted..hopefully, all worth reading.Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.comBlogger93125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-26040750186337797712016-09-30T21:42:00.000-07:002016-09-30T21:42:04.979-07:00Welcome Henry! We welcomed our newest nephew into the world on September 24th. I was incredibly gifted to be able to watch his birth. The greatest gift ever given to anyone is being able to see this in person! <br />
My mom and I arrived at the hospital at the same time, signed in at 12:29 p.m. and headed into the delivery room to check on Val's progress. Mom had said she thought it'd be a few hours. I didn't think it'd be quite that long, but we all know how quickly babies come...whenever they feel like it. Henry didn't seem to be in any hurry at any time during these last few weeks, and it didn't seem like his birthday would be any different.<br />
When we arrived, Val was definitely feeling the contractions and some other signs that let my experienced mom believe it was closer than we thought! It was actually TIME!!! Henry was born 41 minutes later at 1:11 p.m.<br />
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Eleven minutes has big significance for me. About a year or two after Taylor was born, I realized I would check the clock and find most often the minutes happened to be 11 past whatever hour. I'd wake up (or be woken up) only to check the clock and it would be 2:11 a.m. Or downstairs I'd be making breakfast at 6:11 a.m. or after dinner glance to see 8:11 p.m. It was really weird actually! In fact, so weird I mentioned it to my dear friend Anastasia. She said she'd start praying for me every time she noticed 11 minutes past the hour on a clock. Often I'd get a little text with the "Praying for you" message at 11 minutes past the hour. It was special. So is this verse:<br />
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Jeremiah 29:<b>11</b><br />
"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'"<br />
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That 11 is pretty special to me. So is Henry, weighing in at 8 lbs...11 ounces! Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-85153628957102593352016-01-11T20:54:00.000-08:002016-01-11T20:54:06.938-08:00The Blue RIbbon Project<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This year’s
Christmas Eve service at Beach Cities Church was unbelievable!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We had the most amazing time under a huge
tent at Newport Back Bay.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The music and
celebration was so special.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Pastor Kent
told a special story (kind of a Chicken Soup for the Soul kind of story) about
a young man who received a blue ribbon as an encouragement from an
employer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He was then asked to pass on
a ribbon to someone else and a final ribbon given to a third person.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The ending was very powerful!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were then asked to do the same as a
congregation…pass on a ribbon with a word of encouragement to someone who’s
impacted our lives, with 2 additional ribbons to then be passed on by that
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It took me a
while to decide who I was giving that ribbon to.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Honestly, I am blessed in my life to be able to think of MANY
people to whom I could have given that ribbon.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I just waited.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then, it hit
me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I gave it to a sixth grader at my
school who has come to test several of my struggling<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>2<sup>nd</sup> graders on their 1<sup>st</sup> grade site
words.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He comes almost weekly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He brings a friend or two sometimes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He has NEVER told his teacher he does
this!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I never even had him in my own
class…just for reading intervention.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He
does it without looking for anything in return (except an occasional
Starburst).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He is definitely not a
strong reader, and probably struggles with some of the words himself once in a
while, but he is faithful to come!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A
few other boys dropped out of volunteering early on when they realized it
wasn’t anything super exciting.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Aaron
kept coming. </div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had encouraged
Aaron early on, explaining that I couldn’t test the kids every week but they
would make greater strides in reading with his help.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I also told him how much the students would grow to like him and
look forward to him coming.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He rarely
misses!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And guess what…these kids are
growing leaps and bounds in their reading.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It was the greatest gift to explain in front of our class what the blue
ribbon represented and why he was getting it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>This picture shows just a few of the kids he’s been reading with.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve never seen this young man glow like he
did when I honored him in front of the class.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The kids working with him were so proud as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was one of the greatest highlights in my
21 years of teaching.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am so reminded
of the power of encouragement through this challenge.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am also starting a new challenge for myself in the classroom
that will hopefully impact every kid every day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Here it is:<br />
<i>Give every kid a compliment every day!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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This will be my motto for 2016..and probably for every class
every year.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am excited to see what
happens in Room 28 for the remainder of the year.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My sister lost
her wedding ring on a walk with her dog months ago, her prized wedding ring.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She went searching daily for months.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She retraced her footsteps, put up reward signs, had an entire
community pulling together looking with her for her most precious
possession.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She even rented a metal
detector, looked through her house several times and went on the trails she’s
covered with her dog over and over with that thing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was lost for MONTHS!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The key word…WAS lost and now is FOUND!!!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was found a couple of days after she got the replacement from
insurance.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Crazy, huh? It took ages for her to finally agree to a replacement through insurance...and then just a couple days later, she found the original! When Sarah found her
original ring, it was under a pile of leaves, dirty, grungy, and needed lots of
TLC and cleaning to get it back to that sparkly new luster it had when she lost
it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> She had walked by this same spot many many times before never seeing her ring. </span>You can read all about it on her
website at <a href="http://www.great8creative.org/">www.great8creative.com.</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My first thought was, “AWESOME!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She got it back!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That is a miracle!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And I
still believe it all is, especially if you take the time to read just how
incredible the story is as told by Sarah.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It’s unbelievable!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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I also got to thinking a little
more deeply about how Sarah’s story is so much like our faith, so much like how
we are toward God.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He doesn’t
move.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He’s there just like her priceless
wedding ring.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes He gets covered
up by the chaos of life, by our determination to believe He isn’t around, that
He doesn’t care, that we are fine without Him.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>All the while He’s unmoving, unchanging.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He is waiting for us to reach out to Him to find Him because He
is always there.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes we feel like
we have to come shining and gleaming…perfect.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But that’s exactly why He’s here for us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He wants us to come to Him and watch Him do the “cleaning” in our
lives.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Just like Sarah’s ring, the
original is so much more precious eventhough it needed some deep cleaning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Nothing but the original really
suffices.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So often, I am chasing after
“fillers” or “replacements” that cannot compare to my original, deep and
personal relationship with God Himself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Sometimes, I need to truly search for Him and work through the muck of
what comes in life to find the One True Original Only God in my life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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Taylor asked to join the running club at school.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Well, actually, the running club coordinator
asked her to join.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Of course, the
coordinator is a dear friend of ours and Taylor said, “Yes.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We really tried to coax her out of it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The club meets at 7:00 a.m. on Fridays.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Taylor HATES mornings.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They run about 2 miles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Taylor HATES running.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In fact, she hates it so much she brags
about getting out of running the mile at school each week when she has extra
math to work on during P.E. class. Oh, and I had to be her partner the first
two weeks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am NOT a runner!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So here we
are.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The issue…there is the running
club, and there are Taylor and me running in our own club right now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The first week we only saw the club for the
warm up and passing us on their way BACK to the school.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have some crazy work to do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The funny thing
is, I am beginning to LOVE to work we have to do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I get to run with Taylor at least once a week…we’re actually
trying to get in 1-3 times a week so we can make it into the actual club some
day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We’re also giving ourselves a goal
of entering a 5K before February.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
have an app that helps us keep a steady pace of run/walking.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am loving the prayer time we get during
our runs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am loving the singing time
I get while on our runs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(Taylor
literally begs me to stop singing which makes me want to sing even more and
louder!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But, since she is a preteen, I
do stop.)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am loving being outdoors
and enjoying the fresh air.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What I am
not loving is having to drag Taylor along while hearing, “I hate this.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am going to die.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can’t do it anymore.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>At times, she is literally, pulling me down on the shoulder or digging
her heels in while I am trying to pull her along.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have a time to beat for goodness’ sake!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then we get home, and she’s loving it again,
proud of what she’s accomplished.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Of course, I
think of Jesus in these moments.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have
to laugh when I look at myself and see Him dragging me along.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel we’ve been in a tough spot for a
while now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In fact, it feels like a
squall.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have finally given in.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am tired of hanging on to the life
preserver and have pictured Jesus literally holding me up instead of me hanging
on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I imagine as Taylor and I run
together…I’m saying, “Come on, Taylor, we can do this.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Jesus is saying, “Come on, Kim, I’ve got
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I say, “Taylor,
just a few more steps and we can walk.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Jesus saying, “Kim, just a little while longer, then you can walk.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Taylor loves to
let go of me for some freedom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then she
starts swaying and running towards obstacles of all kinds.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I love to let go of God at times.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I start swaying and run toward obstacles of
all kinds.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Taylor,” I say, “hang on.
We got this!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Jesus says, “Hang on,
Kim.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We got this!”</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is a verse
that I think of often…because I struggle with worry and anxiety.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This past month I’ve run that verse through
my head over and over picturing what it means to cast those anxieties on Jesus
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I picture myself
throwing each anxious thought as far out into the ocean as possible since Jesus
used many fishermen examples during His teaching time on earth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Watching fishermen from time to time…and
doing some fishing with my dad early on…makes me think of how far out we would
try to sling that piece of bait.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We’d
watch it go until we could see it no more and then picture it sinking close to
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is what God
wants for me with my anxious thoughts…thoughts about Lauren starting high
school (which she loves!!!), Taylor having to walk onto campus alone and find
her way independently (It’ll come in time.), figuring out the pickups each
afternoon (Mike’s got this covered.), and teaching 2<sup>nd</sup> grade this
year for the first time ever.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s been a
season of newness and some scary firsts, but the Lord has brought peace each
step of the way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve gotten to see so
many people offer their help without even asking.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For example, I ran into the teacher friend who is going to open
her classroom up to Taylor in the mornings at high school registration for
Lauren.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She said she’d be in her
classroom early each day because her son is taking 0 period at the school every
day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Guess what…this same woman is Taylor’s
English and Social Studies teacher this year! When she and I talked at
registration and she offered her room in the mornings, I truly felt like she
was an angel delivered to me at that perfect time…and I told her so!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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some time in anxious worry, and this verse comes to mind squashing fears
because I know God is going to take care of things.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I slip into fear and anxiety often, and I’ve had to trust His
timing to deliver answers and remind myself of His care for me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-73912612703802601622015-08-19T14:35:00.002-07:002015-08-19T14:35:40.258-07:00A Gideon Prayer<span class="text Judg-6-36" id="en-NIV-6691"><sup> <span style="color: #b45f06;"> "</span></sup><span style="color: #b45f06;">Gideon said to God, 'If you will save Israel by my hand as you have promised—</span></span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> <span class="text Judg-6-37" id="en-NIV-6692"><sup class="versenum"> </sup>look, I will place a wool fleece on the threshing floor. If there is dew only on the fleece and all the ground is dry, then I will know that you will save Israel by my hand, as you said.<sup>' </sup></span><span class="text Judg-6-38" id="en-NIV-6693">And that is what happened. Gideon rose early the next day; he squeezed the fleece and wrung out the dew—a bowlful of water.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06;"> <span class="text Judg-6-39" id="en-NIV-6694"><sup></sup>Then Gideon said to God, 'Do not be angry with me. Let me make just one more request. Allow me one more test with the fleece, but this time make the fleece dry and let the ground be covered with dew.' </span><span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"><sup class="versenum"> </sup>That night God did so. Only the fleece was dry; all the ground was covered with dew. Judges 6:36-40</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"> This year with Lauren's softball has been an insane learning curve for our whole family. Travel sports are no joke! They take up so much time and effort on the athletes' parts, and it is a family deal as well. Our Lauren has seen many ups and downs in the travel ball world. We've committed her efforts to prayer and have definitely "heard" the Lord "speak" to us, meaning some pretty clear thoughts have come to mind that we know are not of our own thinking. </span><br />
<span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"> For example, during one tournament when Lauren was really struggling, I felt like four sentences came to my mind so clearly...1) She is my daughter first. 2) I see everything she is going through. 3) Keep encouraging her. 4) I have plans for her.</span><span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"> These thoughts came in so quickly, so clearly, so timely that I knew it had to be the Lord speaking to me of Lauren.</span><br />
<span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"> The last month has been spent in specific prayer for Lauren's future decision and direction for softball. I joked with close friends and family I was praying a "Gideon Prayer" because I wanted it to be so crystal clear what direction she should go. Now, I trust the Lord and know things are not always this clear cut, but for me (not even to Lauren) I felt like He was pretty clear. </span><br />
<span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"> Lauren had to write a letter to colleges inviting them to a tournament to watch her play as "homework" for her team. Her letter was so personal, so real, so honest, so Lauren Cox. She received 2 personal responses immediately from 2 local Christian Universities. Both invited her to their softball camps in the fall. (As far as we know, no one else had received such personal feedback if any! Most teammates heard nothing or got a "form" response in reply.) This was my "dew on the fleece" moment.</span><br />
<span class="text Judg-6-40" id="en-NIV-6695"> Then one of those coaches actually come to her game to watch her. She even stayed and chatted with our family for about 40 minutes of the game! This was my "dry fleece/dew on the ground" moment. I have to say those were MY moments. It took Lauren more time in prayer, as well as our family dedicated in prayer for Lauren to come to her own decision. I kept praying I would respect HER decision whatever it may be. She's playing next year, and we're all excited. </span><br />
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Taylor begged us to ask Hanna. (No begging necessary I must say. We adore Hanna!!!) Taylor and Hanna have known each other since they were 2 1/2 years old at Blind Children's Learning Center where Hanna's mom, Teri, was their teacher. They have had a special bond since then. During the following 2 years when the girls went to separate preschools, we'd run into Hanna and her family from time to time. Then....at kindergarten round-up, we found out the family would be transferring to our same elementary school. Then...the girls ended up in the same Kindergarten class!<br />
Hanna has been by Taylor's side through so many ups and downs. She has been a constant in Taylor's life. She has been a model of friendship many adults do not get the privilege of knowing. She has been Taylor's aide when one was not available at school. She has been by Taylor's side through some bullying episodes and has been bullied herself because of sticking up for Taylor and other "special" kiddos.<br />
Recently, Hanna had to get a shot to go to this camp. That is Hanna's greatest fear...shots. She broke down for a long time, actually a day according to her parents and finally said, "Am I going to let one shot hold me back from a whole week of camp?" Taylor was finally able to help Hanna through this trial as Hanna has helped her through countless setbacks. Taylor felt privileged to be the one to provide help since Hanna seems to always be the one cheering her on and encouraging her to push past fears.<br />
It was so special to watch the girls get to camp, super nervous at first...together...pushing through their nerves to help one another. They met their camp counselors who gave me nothing but peace! Before Lauren and I left and said a prayer together, Hanna told me she wanted to go again next year. I'm hoping she feels the same when we pick her up Friday! These girls are such a beautiful model of God's precious gift of friendship to each of us.<br />
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<br />Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-43698159231276965252015-05-29T17:18:00.002-07:002015-05-29T17:18:34.341-07:00Help Needed <span style="color: #b45f06;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">"<span class="text Rom-12-4" id="en-NIV-28250">For just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function,</span> <span class="text Rom-12-5" id="en-NIV-28251">so in Christ we, though many, form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."</span></span></span><br />
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It's Lauren's birthday today, and we are so thankful for our multi-talented young lady! She has so many gifts and talents and often misses out on social events to pursue them. We love her dedication, her perseverance in the midst of frustrating obstacles. <br />
Mike and I recently had a conversation about something I had been thinking about for a while. The girls have...and have had... so many, and I do mean so so many helpers in their lives. From Lauren's batting coach, Amanda, and her various great softball and soccer coaches and her writing mentor teachers who have seen something in her and brought it to the next level. She has had teachers pour into her natural gift for working with children, entrusting her to do sometimes more than what they'd ask the parent volunteers to do. And, of course, her amazing art coach, Grandpop. He saw a talent in her sketches and ran with it, teaching her how to be a watercolor artist and technician.<br />
Taylor has had amazing Braille teachers, her cane teacher, therapists through the ages, her jiu jitsu coach, her classroom teachers, her piano teacher. I am constantly blown away by the extraordinary people who have invested in our girls. I am constantly in awe of how much each of these people have gotten out of our girls.<br />
I realize there is absolutely no way we can BEST ourselves if we stay put and try to do it on our own. It takes mentors and helpers, people who use their gifts and talents to help others reach their potential. It takes us looking for and reaching out to others who know better and see more in us than we see in ourselves. It means we have to do that for others. I think is what Paul was talking about he talked about the Body of Christ. When we all work together with our specific gifts and talents, we become a great team. We get to encourage and build one another up. We get to help each other reach potentials. We get to become more united rather than divided realizing our need for and dependence upon each other, starting with Christ the Cornerstone. <span class="text Rom-12-5" id="en-NIV-28251"></span>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-33503311991122453832015-05-12T20:46:00.001-07:002015-05-12T20:46:14.456-07:00A Little Light Goes a LONG Way! We had the greatest opportunity a couple weeks ago to participate in the Junior Blind Olympics. Taylor competed in 11 events. It was an incredible experience, one in which I was more than overcome a few times by emotion and had to excuse myself for a minute to "collect myself." I was so grateful to be wearing sunglasses! I was overwhelmed by the sheer number of volunteers. There were easily far more volunteers than participants which is always quite moving to me. <br />
Each event at the Olympics was adapted in any way possible to make the blind competitors experience it for themselves. For example, there was a box for the athlete to stand in to line themselves up to the target for archery. There was a rope on which was a PVC pipe so the competitor could run in a straight line. There were verbal cues given all over the place for rock climbing, kayaking, and the inflatable obstacle course. They learned how to play Goalball, a national blind sport similar to soccer. It is super cool too!<br /> One of the most impacting events to watch for me was the long jump. Competitors were divided based on total blindness or some vision. That made it more fair. I never quite realized the advantage of having "just a little light" until watching the difference between the "Visually Impaired" and "Totally Blind" groups in Long Jump. The adaptations were similar for long jump and sprints. There was a rope with a PVC pipe over it so the competitor could run as fast as possible and jump far as soon as they reached the end. Those with some vision ran and jumped without hesitation. The totally blind group all did almost the exact same thing. They ran as fast as they trusted themselves, stopped completely, and jumped almost straight up rather than far out. I was amazed as each athlete did almost the exact same thing. I also cried happy tears watching them feel like they were soaring!<br />
I learned something huge that day: A little light goes a LONG way! We can have just a little bit of God's Light shining on us, and we can go much farther and faster than without Him. God wants us to get more and more of Him, and we get lots of help and support along the way. More Light carries us farther faster!<br />
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The night of Taylor's birthday we sang a song in church called, "I will Look Up." The words had so much meaning to me. I have seen Jesus work in our lives through the ups and downs with the girls, particularly the challenges we've faced with Taylor and the breakthroughs. I have had some anxieties about what is coming up for Taylor as she's getting older. I am excited and scared at the same time. I heard these words and was so comforted knowing I can look back and see all that God has done. I KNOW He is faithful and will be the One to carry us through the upcoming milestones as well.<br />
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I will look up for there is none above you<br />
I will bow down to tell you that I need you<br />
Jesus, Lord of all<br />
Jesus, Lord of all<br />
I will look back and see that you are faithful<br />
I look ahead believing you are able<br />
Jesus, Lord of all<br />
Jesus, Lord of All<br />
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Taylor got her iPhone. She wrote us a long, persuasive letter and read it to us the night leading up to her birthday. She was convincing, and her line about "letting our little baby spread her wings and fly" had to be one of the best. So here we go....spread your wings and fly (just not too far, Tay!)<br />
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Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-47007822734405255212015-03-01T20:22:00.004-08:002015-03-01T20:22:58.213-08:00Extraordinary This is a topic I think about a lot, and it's come up again this week for me. I love that God takes ordinary people all the time in the Bible...ordinary <i>but willing</i> people...and does extraordinary things through them. It shows that it is God at work, and that He longs and loves to use His creations to do remarkable things. Many of those people were afraid to be the one God sent to do incredible things, but in the end they were willing. Man oh man, do I want to be willing to do what God wants to do through me.<br />
I was reminded so much of this when I got an email from one of Taylor's support people. She is what we call a "Case Manager," meaning she administrates all the details of Taylor's schedule and ensures Taylor has every tool she needs to succeed in the mainstream world.<br />
Miss Malia nominated Taylor for a leadership conference this summer. (Taylor was even nominated for another one by her English teacher earlier in the year.) I am overwhelmed when I think of these honors.What I realize is that some people see beyond Taylor's limitations to her endless possibilities. That is exactly how I believe God sees us. He knows we have limitations, but He sees so clearly the endless possibilities when we let Him take charge. Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-31649681456270837192015-02-27T14:03:00.000-08:002015-02-27T14:03:00.254-08:00Home Sweet Home I can say how excited I am to have Taylor home, but I don't know if she's excited to be home! I picked her up last Saturday, hardly recognizing her since her hair was a "hot mess," the exact words from her adult supervisor. Her hair was everywhere, her eyes were nasty with crud, and her pillow was gifted to Big Bear, and her smile...HUGE!!! She had an amazing time as you can see from the email below she sent to the family. I am so happy to have my girl back!<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Dear Family and friends,<br />As most of you know, I went skiing <span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1559199185" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">on wednesday</span></span> through <span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1559199186" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">saturday</span></span>. I am so excited I went!<br />For all who didn't get this, I will be sending this to my mother and she will forward this to you.<br /><br /><span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1559199187" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">Wednesday</span></span><br /><br />We
got to Junior blind, and I was so excited. It was amazing because I
met a new friend named Sarahi (pronounced like sed-i-E.) Also, I met a
boy named Aaron, another girl named Sierra but we called her C. C., and
another girl named Layla (another girl named Alexandra, too!) We played
piano for a little bit, then we went to my cabin and hung out. Then we
went to sleep.<br />Thursday<br /> The next day, I had to pack. Things
kept on falling out of my backpack, so they sent someone to help me. I
had a breakfast of cheerios, and then we were off to the slopes!<br /> When
we got there, a guy named Benson took over and took me on the slopes.
We practiced on the easy run, and he started off with the poles. Then,
he let go. I was skiing and I was going down a hill, and I totally
forgot how to slow down. I was going too fast, so Benson had to slow me
down. Another guy came and walked past me shouting,<br />
"Speedster!" and it made me laugh. After a lunch of samwiches and
strawberries, we went back. We went on another route called "Easy
Street" and there was this re'y flat part that was painful because we
had to shuffle our skis. It was like mashed potatoes. In the end, I
never fell.<br /> Later, we had spaghetti (If you liked the sauce, you
would have gone crazy for the stuff) served with garlic bread which was
re'y good, and oranges, and to finish, a cupcake or a twinky. Then we
watched a movie and played cards, and then we went to sleep.<br /><span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1559199188" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">Friday</span></span><br /><br />We
woke up and had breakfast. I had oatmeal biscuit kind of things. They
were pretty good. Then we went out again. I had two instructors this
time named Hope and Matt. They took me on "easy Street" again, and this
time it was better. Still, I held my former gloory of not falling.
The first time I went on the chairlift, one of my poles got stuck. It
was funny!<br /> After a good lunch of hot dogs, great watermellon, and
awesome cantalope, we went back out on the most challenging runs that
they let kids go on. It was called "the Learning Curve" and it was re'y
steep.<br /> I still never fell. It was awesome, I never fell during the
whole entire trip. After watching another movie with audio
discription, we played a game of "getto-oono" which meant that we made
up rules as we went. Then we went to sleep.<br /><span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1559199189" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">Saturday</span></span><br /><br />After packing, we played cards in the car, slept for a little bit, and then came home. It was a wonderful %trip.<br />Sincerely,<br />Taylor</span>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-57814109624417768432015-02-19T19:47:00.002-08:002015-02-19T19:47:53.493-08:00Spreading Her Wings <span style="color: #b45f06;"> "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7</span><br />
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Last night was a tough night for me. My mom and I dropped Taylor off at Junior Blind of America, an amazing organization that's been around for decades serving the blind. We have been planning this 3-day ski trip for a couple of months, with Taylor's braille teacher encouraging us to let her try the trip out. "It'll be great for her independence, Kim." Since that's been our goal for the last few months, and since Taylor LOVES skiing, we agreed...reluctantly all along. In fact, I confessed to Mike this morning that I'd signed her up hoping it would fill up before they got to Taylor's name on the list. Not so...she was in. <br />
We've had to put on the "happy, encouraging, dedicated parents, independence builders" faces so Taylor would not know our insecurities, our anxieties, our reservations, literally our fears because that's what they are. They are OUR fears for our little girl. It is so stinking scary to let your blind kid experience the world. No matter what we say, no matter what others say, it's flat-out scary at times. The key is not letting those fears inhibit your kid from experiencing life and life ABUNDANTLY!!!<br />
I really got to thinking about how God sees us, His Children. He wants us to spread our wings and fly too. He wants us to acknowledge our fears and give them over to Him. He wants to see us soar. He wants us to trust and believe everything He says is true which is SOOOO much easier said than done. I want to trust and believe everything He says is true because in my head I know it is. I just need my heart to follow and experience that peace that surpasses all understanding. <br />
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Today in my women's Bible study, we sang a familiar song with these lyrics:<br />
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I nearly wept thinking through each word of this song. He is hearing me when I am calling out to Him. He hears Taylor's every call this week. He is never leaving me, and He is never leaving Taylor. He is seeing those tears of fear...and tears of pride. I am so proud of this girl. I am so proud of both our girls. It is a blessing to see them grow and face fears head-on. I am so thankful for the promises in these lyrics for the promises in my faithful God. (And for 2:00 on Saturday, our pick-up time!!!)</div>
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These last couple of months have given us lots of "Growth Opportunities." We've seen a lot of family and friends going through so many gigantic hurdles. Marriages crumbling, relational challenges, health challenges, cancer diagnoses and metastasizing cancer diagnoses, jobs on the line for no apparent reason, crazy accidents. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with what others are going through, I feel like I can't keep it up. Then I have to stop and realize I CAN'T keep it up. I can't understand why some people are in the middle of what they are going through. I can't understand it. I can't figure it out, and I can't fix it.<br />
When Mike and I say we are praying for you, we ARE PRAYING FOR YOU!!! We are praying daily for you. We are crying for you. We are crying out to God for you. We are hurting for you. We are longing for strength, courage, encouragement, truth, peace for you and your family. We are hoping for you, and in doing so reminding ourselves of the hope we have. A hope that promises all will be righted one day. It's a hope that helps when nothing make sense.<br />
It's so hard to watch and feel helpless, but we aren't hopeless! Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-88661768417460243352014-12-26T18:33:00.000-08:002014-12-26T18:36:23.847-08:00Christian Christmas Conflict<span style="color: #e69138;">JOY to the world the Lord has come!</span><br />
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I LOVE Christmas! LOVE IT!!! This year was weird. I love putting up all the decorations, but this year I couldn't wait until today to take them down and get back to "normal." Normal? Whatever that is! I felt like Christmas came at me like a freight train, and I couldn't quite catch my breath to enjoy it. I had a huge "aha moment" as we call them in teaching.<br />
As a Christian, we try so hard to keep Jesus the focus of Christmas, but truly I LOVE all the hustle and bustle of the season. I love the lights, the parties, the get-togethers, the shopping, the Christmas cards, the hoopla of it all. I love giving gifts, and especially love it when I feel like I got the gift "right," that special gift that wasn't expected. This year, I realized it's really tough for me to enjoy it all and not
buy into the materialism of Christmas that I actually DO enjoy too. I
enjoy the buying and giving (though I hate the bank account part of that
too). I kinda figured that this is all part of what makes Jesus the reason for the season for me too. I love showing people around us just how special they are to us. I love giving all the teachers that help Lauren and Taylor a special something to let them know we do really appreciate them. It's really great when you feel like you get something that hits the mark too. I had to stop second-guessing everything I was doing and simply enjoy the act of giving. It is the best feeling.<br />
This year I also realized how much I want to focus... really laser-beam focus... on some special people next year. I want the girls and I to make an event out of our Operation Christmas Child boxes and invite others to join us on that special project. (This year Taylor kissed her box before dropping it off, saying, "I know they'll never see that, but I love this kid already.") I want to make the single women we know feel honored and special with treasured gifts. I want to help at a local Ronald McDonald House with a group of caroling children and bring a meal or two because this year I know a family at one in Michigan. I've heard their story of how much RMH has given them a safe haven in an exhausting trial with their own 1-pound micro-preemie. <br />
A highlight this year was watching Lauren and Taylor buy Mike and I a gift. They had planned for 2 days with secret "meetings" and asked if I could take them to Starbucks. When we went grocery shopping at Albertsons, they headed on to the Starbucks located inside the store. I passed by at just the right time. They were at the front of the line together...an 11 and 13-year-old handing over their own hard-earned money to the gal to buy Mike and I each a drink container with a gift card inside. It literally brought me to tears, and they had no idea their mom was watching. That was the first thing they wanted us to open Christmas morning. I saw that it truly is more of a gift to give than receive.<br />
Merry Christmas 2014!<br />
Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-9449078189260804332014-12-22T10:25:00.000-08:002014-12-22T10:25:06.547-08:00Introducing Caroline Jane<span style="color: #b45f06;">"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10</span><br />
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Caroline is our newest niece born on December 9th. She is a picture of perfection. We got to meet her on the 11th, and it was the highlight of the week and who knew exactly how much of a highlight it would be. It was also the beginning of some quiet time that needed to happen.<br />
We got to visit Caroline, Jess (my sister-in-law), Luke (brother), and 2 nephews. It was awesome to be in their home, holding a precious and perfect newborn and seeing our nephews love on her, as well as rough around with us...awesome stuff to be in the superhero world with a 4 and 2-year-old since my daughters were more into the princess thing at that age. We learned some cool stuff!!!<br />
Later in the week, Lauren got sick and we just had to stay at home...not what I thought I'd be doing the week before Christmas. I am so thankful for the down time because we've gotten some crazy news this week...a dear college friend diagnosed with Stage 4 spine cancer. She has 2 daughters as well. Talk about being thankful for the time with Lauren on the couch this week to just be still. We also learned of some close friends whose marriage needs big-time prayer. I've gotten news of a highly influential teacher in Garden Grove and a father of 2 former students who have passed away, and other trials in our extended family and with friends. I realized that Christmas stuff would get done but some visits had to happen first. Time with people is far more important than some of the chaos I buy into this time of year...more on that soon...<br />
It's been a tough couple of weeks, but I realized the Lord gave us the sweetest time with Luke, Jess, and their family as a little token of what it means to slow down and appreciate what's important...life and life abundantly!!! It's been dear and meant so much to us.<br />
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<br />Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-17206731064929681672014-10-22T21:03:00.000-07:002014-10-22T21:03:11.882-07:00Crashing the Chatterbox Lauren's new softball team is meeting up with a different level of play, and a couple weeks ago we had a tournament. Lauren has worked so so hard these last couple months...practicing 5-7 days a week at HER request! Mike's been taking her to the cages at least 3 days a week, again at her request. We have been blown away by her dedication. <br />
It was all put on the line when she got up to bat. She had a few at-bats...one grounder for a hit, a caught fly ball to right field, and two...yes two...strikeouts on check swing called third strikes. The crazy thing is, she's never in 8 years and about 12 softball seasons had these check swings. She might swing and strike out, but she goes for it with gusto! Lauren was furious with herself.<br />
At the end of this game with two called check-swing strikeouts, we got in the car and the flood gates burst with tears. She was so angry with herself. She was angry that she could get "caught" like that not once, but twice. We had a great conversation and are looking forward to another chance this weekend.<br />
I thought so much about those words, "<i>Twice</i>, Mom? Really? How could I do that<i> twice</i>?" How many times do I ask myself the same thing, but it's more like this, "I did it<i> again</i>? How can I do that same thing <i>again</i>? I just went over it and promised myself I wouldn't do it." <br />
What is your again? So often for me, it's not losing my cool at homework time or over rushing out the door, or getting pulled into the gossip or letting the house get out of control again, or far more serious like saying the wrong thing at the wrong time that I just can't take back and will stick in my girls' or students' hearts. Those things cause negative self talk like crazy and cause havoc in my heart. I know in my heart to give these frustrations and failures over to God and let Him change me from the inside, but I get stubborn and think I can fix it. He loves when we give it up because He changes us and then He gets the glory where it's due. <br />
There's a great book I've read called, <u>Crash the Chatterbox</u> by Steven Furtick. It's so great about letting the Lord speak truth into our lives when we're doing nothing but running a marathon of negativity in our brains. I love that I can be striking out nonstop, but God sees me as a homerun hitter on His team!Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-46836083849526126712014-10-17T08:49:00.000-07:002014-10-17T08:49:00.431-07:00Seeing Light<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A friend shared this Facebook post with me yesterday. I was moved to tears for so many reasons. First, the fact that this man is seeing light for the first time in 30 years is mind-blowing! Watching him and his wife together is so beautiful. Watching their intimacy as they pray and thank the Lord for the miracle is a gift. Watching the doctors share their excitement is contagious. Watching, watching, watching, and hearing...hearing what this man had to say moved me beyond the images on the screen.<br />
"I can see light, and we can go from here." Oh man, I got choked up hearing him say these words knowing what he meant physically. Taylor would be a different traveler if she had light perception. The independence factor goes up exponentially! AND, I thought of this. Once we see the Light of Jesus, we can go from here. That moment we see and know Jesus wherever we are, that's when we really get to move. It doesn't make things perfect or easier, it just makes the journey brighter. As Larry's wife says, "It's only going to get better." <br />
I loved what the doctor says, "So the journey is just beginning. This is Day 1." I want my journey to keep seeing the LIGHT brighter and brighter and pointing others to that same Light!<br />
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Here's the address to view the full video...a MUST see!!! <br />
http://abc7.com/health/blind-man-sees-his-wife-for-first-time-in-over-30-years/353162/ <br />
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Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-60673288451759530702014-10-01T11:32:00.000-07:002014-10-01T11:32:06.458-07:00Welcome to the Circus <span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #e69138;">First Corinthians 13- The LOVE Chapter</span></span><br />
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It isn't often that I write about my classroom. I love my job! I love teaching part-time with the MOST AMAZING partner ever! Susie grows me. She and I make a great team. We've done the team-teaching thing for over 13 years now. We've taught together WAY longer than we've been on our own. We love seeing these kids transform each year. This year's class is going to challenge us far beyond our limits. I guess that's where God wants me so He can intervene. I keep telling Lauren, where you're weak, He is strong. I am guessing God wants ME to hear this lesson, much more so than Lauren cause boy do I need it!<br />
We've had a 3rd grader suspended (Really...not even kidding) for something awful...threatening the teachers. (I was kind of glad it was Susie's day not mine ;0) ) We have had kids <i>licking </i>the glue sticks, smacking each other in the butt, our non-English students telling us about threats to him and his twin brother from other kids in our class. Kids are <i>gluing </i>pieces of paper to their faces like mustaches. We've had family meetings because of crying spells that start as soon as we meet our kids in line. We've learned of divorces, parents killed in car accidents, fighting in the homes, couches and floors for beds, and the list goes on. The crazy thing about all this is these kids are for real! These are their lives. I realize there's nothing I really can do but love on them the best I can, do the best I can to teach them the rigorous material we're responsible for (even though 9 out of 25 can't read above the 1st grade level), and again LOVE them!!!<br />
I've resorted to writing in Sharpie a little message each day because I find myself losing my mind daily. I start each day with a High-Five, Handshake, or Hug but am often worn out early in the day. I am also praying for each one of these kiddos before the day starts and wanting to go from desk to desk to pray specifics over them. I am asking lots of people I know to pray for our class, for me to have supernatural insight and wisdom to get through to them. It's going to be an interesting year and one that requires FAR more than me!!! <br />
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Taylor came home the other afternoon and asked as we were heading to jiu jitsu practice, "Mom, am I handicapped?"<br />
I answered, "You're handi<i>capable</i>, Taylor." (Our joke following a piano recital when a student mentions this PC term as the appropriate way to describe blind people.) I continue, "Taylor, by the world's standards you are handicapped. By God's standards, you are exactly the masterpiece He created and knew He would create." Topic dropped, and we were off and running for the rest of the evening.<br />
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Fast forward to bed time... <br />
Taylor told Lauren and I that someone called her handicapped at P.E. She continued, "It's OK though because my friend Thayna called them idiots, and I yelled out, 'I heard that.'" She kept telling us about the other students on her football team sticking up for her telling the kid, "She's blind not deaf." The whole team was on Taylor's side against this one ignorant child.<br />
As I was soaking it in and wanting to punch this kid in the nose (which is probably why kids don't want their parents on the middle school campuses often), Lauren chimed in, "Taylor, you should've just told him you are handicapped, and that's why you get to go to the front of the line at Disneyland." I loved hearing this interaction and loved that these kids stuck up for Taylor even through the heartache as a mom hearing this was what she had to go through this day. It stinks being different, especially in middle school when most kids just want to blend into the crowd.<br />
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I also got to thinking about all the ways I am handicapped and God lets me to the front of the line anyway. He's gonna let me right into heaven because I've got my "ticket." I asked Jesus to forgive me and be my Savior. I'm in. I'm handicapped every time I'm asked to share our family's story. He gives me courage and strength to share His words anyway. I'm handicapped when I lose my cool. He forgives me anyway. I'm handicapped when I make a stupid comment or judgment just like this kid. He shows me tenderly the right way to see others. Handicapped...and handicapable!Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-58111734285571372612014-09-19T14:25:00.003-07:002014-09-19T14:25:45.184-07:00A Little Bit of Softball<span style="color: #b45f06;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br /></span></span></span><div class="poetry top-1">
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Lauren has taken the plunge into travel softball, and as her family, so have we! This was not a decision that came quickly or lightly. It was thought over, prayed over, and cried over. Lauren has always played soccer in the fall and softball in spring, but in thinking forward to high school (just a year away), she decided to hang up the soccer cleats and pursue softball for a full year. <br />
We had planned to have her on a specific team with a specific coach with specific kids...a coach we knew, a coach whose style we liked, kids we chose and loved, and a team where Lauren would most likely get lots of playing time. Did you see all that??? <i>We</i> chose, <i>we</i> chose, <i>we </i>chose! Somehow none of that worked out...BUT Lauren's long-time coach pursued her! He told us flat out she'd get minimal field time for tournaments. <br />
We said, "Thanks, but no thanks!" <br />
He said, "Think about it." <br />
We said, "Yep, we did, and no thanks."<br />
Lauren went to a try-out, and little did we know, most of the teams were previously formed this was just a formality. Every time we prayed about what to do with Lauren, a phone call from this coach would follow...literally 3 times in one week! Finally, we all agreed to give this a shot for six months. (We all did, but there were many tears over <i>our</i> plans...well thought out ones I might add... not working out from a couple family members.)<br />
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Here's are some of the crazy things:<br />
1) Lauren is LOVING her 6 times a week workouts...sometimes 7 AND she's asking Mike to take her to them!<br />
2) The facility from which the team works out is run by a man whose daughter plays for a local Christian college. <br />
3) Even crazier....that local Christian college wears jerseys from this guy's facility! <br />
4) Even crazier still...we had just been introduced to that college's assistant coach...who attends our church! She asked Lauren to sign up for their fall camp because they are often looking for great players, but even more importantly great hearts! My girl has definitely got heart!!! <br />
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God sees our tears, He's got bigger better plans, and He's in the details of everything.Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-31774859892232547592014-09-18T14:53:00.000-07:002014-09-18T14:54:15.506-07:00Running the Race with Confidence<span style="color: #b45f06;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> <span style="color: #e69138;"> <span style="color: #b45f06;"> “But blessed is the one who trusts in the <span class="small-caps">Lord</span>, whose <b>confidence</b> is in him." Jeremiah 17:7</span></span></span></span><br />
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Taylor gets to run relay races once-in-a-while at jiu jitsu. The other day I was watching and kind of laughing at her idea of trusting her sighted guide. Taylor's running is "protected" with her body moving forward but with a very tentative trust between her and her guide. I'll have to get a picture of what it looks like because it's like she tries to go forward but her upper body is stiff and tilted backward. The bottom line is she isn't fully trusting her sighted guide to lead her at a running pace. She's great when they're jogging, but sprinting is a totally different story.<br />
Of course, I had a moment when I realized my walk with Jesus is much the same. When things are cruising, I am much more trusting to take Jesus's hand and have Him lead me. BUT, when the pace picks up and circumstances are out of my hands, I am much more hesitant to take Jesus by the hand and really run with Him. I want to, but I'm afraid. I loved seeing it in action! I also want to grab hold of Him and really go for it... trusting He's really got me in the palm of His hand.Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-24856610214429492682014-09-03T19:27:00.001-07:002014-09-03T19:27:06.789-07:00First Day of School 2014 <br />
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I have been excited about having both girls back on the same campus for a long time! Just thinking about one PTA meeting a month, one place to focus my efforts, one set of calendar dates...it's all very freeing in a way. I've been conflicted with the "no more elementary school kids" thing for a while but thought I'd be over it quickly. Not true...<br />
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</span></span><span class="keywordresultextras"> </span> Yesterday was my first day of school with my 3rd grade class. Being a teacher is so much fun, and we get the same "<u>First Day Jitters</u>" as the kiddos. (Great book I might add too!) Yesterday flooded me with emotions as I walked out to greet my class and saw all the parents mingling, watching their kids from afar or trying to peel them off their own legs, while the kids kicked and screamed their way to the Kindergarten or 1st grade line. I was sad realizing that wouldn't be the same vibe on the middle school campus for my daughters' first day of school. It was my first year not having an elementary schooler, and I felt caught off guard (not the best way to start my own school year with a fresh set of eager faces).<br />
Today, was HUGE! Not to anyone else but me...(or maybe to all those moms across the country whose youngest was starting middle school today too).<br />
Taylor starts her day about 40 minutes earlier than anyone else to receive her Braille tutoring. Her teacher is amazing and wanted to start on the first day of school. I thought this would be fantastic, and I'd even get to see Miss Jamie before the new year officially got underway. Instead, I drove to the curb, got the girls out of the car and loaded up with backpacks, P.E. clothes, and all Taylor's additional materials (cane and BrailleNote) to start the day. I was just about to take a step toward campus when Lauren says, "We got it, Mom. I'll walk Taylor to class. I know where we're going."<br />
"Um, OK. Bye. Have a great day. Love you!" That's what came out, but inside I was thinking, "Um, nope. I'm going to meet Miss Jamie, make sure you're at the right door, and wait until a student or two arrives...<i>then</i> I'll leave before you are completely embarrassed by your MOM... But today is my day too!" (How glad am I that that didn't come out????)<br />
I was so proud and scared and nervous and excited at the same time. They are becoming more independent. That opened up a whole other can of fears and anxieties I didn't even realize were there. Why am I thinking about next year and the years ahead when today had enough to worry about?<br />
Another thought came to mind a little later in the day. God...He prepares us for what He wants us to accomplish. He doesn't throw us out there right away. He prepares us one step at a time for what will be growth and opportunity for growing...if we just take those little steps one at a time.<br />
The last view of the girls walking hand-in-hand today was breathtaking. I saw a beautiful picture of them working together and walking together. I also saw how God gently guides us alongside us to take those steps into new adventures.<br />
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<br />Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-6031122100878067482014-08-24T10:13:00.001-07:002014-08-24T10:13:19.786-07:00Walking by Faith"We walk by faith, not by sight." 2 Corinthians 5:7<br />
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Jeremy Camp sings an amazing song called, "I Will Walk by Faith." The lyrics go on to say even when I cannot see. It's always been one of my favorites since it came out several years ago. This last month has been filled with lots of unknowns. I have shared with my husband, Mike, that I feel a little like we're in the Spin Cycle of the washing machine. I don't exactly know what's in store for us. Of course, that's the truth always....we have no idea what's coming our way, but we usually have several "knowns" going on in the midst of what might be coming.<br />
We're in the middle of lots of unknowns right now. Lauren has started a new adventure with softball, a travel team, where we have no idea where we'll be going, how intense the schedule will be, IF she'll even be playing, how many weekends in a row they'll be playing...lots of unknowns. On the flip side, we're excited about the challenge and new level of competition. We're excited about the opportunity for her to play on this team...personal invitations don't come around all that often. (This story is a whole other post as we're seeing God's hand upon it.)<br />
Taylor is starting middle school. Yikes! SCARY is all I can say, but I can't say that out loud when Taylor's around because we all know we have to be strong for our kids. Inside I'm freaking out, but on the outside cool as a cucumber (at least I think that's what's coming across). Scared of the schedule, scared of the homework load, scared of how she'll be embraced/not embraced by her peers, scared of how the teachers will handle her. The flip side is that I'm thrilled to be seeing this next stage of life coming her way, and she's both nervous and excited as well.<br />
Mike's job is always an unknown. In commission-only real estate, we never know if a sale is coming, if a paycheck is coming, if there's something ahead. We are trusting every day the Lord to provide. I have no idea what kind of class I'll have this year, what kinds of new ideas are going to be thrown my way. We are trusting Him on this walk by faith and there's no where I'd rather be. The security of knowing He's got me right where He wants me is worth the scary feelings of the unknown. I'd much rather walk God's path for me by faith than try to figure the path out on my own.Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8989742372191649016.post-6096095098761894362014-07-27T08:25:00.002-07:002014-07-27T08:25:10.132-07:00Secret Location Yesterday was our first Car Rallye (yep, that's the way it's spelled) with Braille Institute. The blind kiddos are the navigator for drivers who bring their decked out cars to Los Angeles. The parking lot was full of 48 cars...."Old Fashioned" ones, police cars, vintage ones, Porsches, Back-to-the-Future styled DeLoreans, souped-up everythings, Vipers, smart cars. Basically, you name it, it may have been there. It was a sight to see...and watching the kids feel their way around their cars was awesome!<br />
The coolest thing about the event is there is a secret location only a few parents (who ask until they find out like me) and the organizers know about. The drivers are expected to take direction from the students who read the directions in Braille. The drivers CAN read the Large-Print directions if they choose, but they are not allowed to run for the winners' categories if they do so. They totally trust this blind child sitting next to them. It's so stinkin' cool!<br />
I was one of the few parents to hang out with the kids since I was new to the event and like to see what these things are all about before trusting anyone with my kid for 4 hours in a car alone. I was so thankful Taylor was with a husband and wife team. They seemed great enough to spend the day with Taylor. I watched the send off and figured I'd meet up with them at the secret location several hours later. Off they went. I LOVED BEING THERE!<br />
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I got to meet up with Taylor, Miss Patty, and Mr. Skip after 4 hours!!! They literally spent the entire time driving, taking direction from an 11-year-old blind girl, and getting to know each other a little better along the way. Taylor found out this couple lost their 40-something year-old son to cancer about a year ago. She told them how sorry she was. They found out her secret boyfriend is Scotty McCreary when his song belted out of the radio. She told them about her sister, her parents. They told her how much fun they have spending time with children and giving back to the community since they don't have grandchildren of their own. Taylor was exhausted after the drive, and Patty and Skip let me know she was their first navigator who hadn't fallen asleep on the road! <br />
As I was driving home, I realized this event is much like life with Jesus. I am born into the world, and as soon as we make our entrance, we're rushed off to the great game of Life. We can have the directions in our Bibles and through prayer, but really we have no idea what the exact directions for our life say. For Christians, we know our "secret location" is Heaven, and I know I get to be reunited with my Father and family one day. In the meantime, I'm doing my best to navigate the way and making mistakes en route. It's comforting knowing the Lord is truly doing the driving and my back is covered if I get too far off track. I love that He allows us to make mistakes and guides us back onto the right path. He doesn't just take over, He wants us to experience the thrill of the ride all the while being right there with us. Sometimes, it's totally painful and other times we're riding the mountaintops. One day we get to make it to our not-so-secret Secret Location! Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18238251612781289067noreply@blogger.com1